Friday, May 21, 2004

well..haf a new blog..new layout..new evrything..
haha..
i dun liek this ler..
gonna move on with life..
shant dwell on da past..
wads over is over..
i've learnt my lessons..
derived my joy and pain..
and now its time ta let it go..
i just hope i can..
x|..well.. anyone who comes here..
jus go ta this pg..
strong>MY NEW BLOG!
www.mayhem_menance.blogspot.com

Saturday, May 15, 2004

hmmx.. havent updated in a while..
well..exams are over..
did damn badly fer eng lar..
and maths and chinese..
aiyar..jus disappointed with eng..
lolx..but there's still exams i can do well in..
track...throws arent THAT bad le..
=)..lalala..reallie wanna ged into team..
okae..den..signed up fer sailing too..
WHEEEEeeEE..den it shall be kayaking..
den board sailing..den biking..
yeA!.. lolx.. found sumwhr i can play ball too..
either with tape player or wq..or..michelle..
haha.. life's fun..
dun be down in da dumps..
aint worth worrying..
jus ged ya guitar out and strum..
lolx..think i'm lame..
jus felt like writing..
yay..
shall make my blog nice..
if i can...

Sunday, May 09, 2004

What happens to a dream deferred?

Does it dry up
like a raisin in the sun
Or fester like a sore—

And then run?
Does it stink like rotten meat?
Or crust and sugar over—

Like a syrupy sweet?

Maybe it just sags
like a heavy load.

Or does it explode?

its hoovering over my head
drying up and festering..
stinking like nothing has ever stinked..
burdening me wit e load tht i nvr thot i would have..
all b

Friday, April 23, 2004

got into thai trainin camp thingy..
i think..
haix..it'll be all e more hurtin
when i ged kicked outta team afta dis..
a bit no hope..
=X..anwy..tmr's chinese exam..
whad m i doin online now man..
fail..fial..flai..flia..fila..fali..FAIL..w

Monday, April 19, 2004

hah..dis rocks..
great throws man..
i luv it..
cudnt even do a proper one..
wad e hell..
haha..yay..
i'm not gonna make da team fer natx..
all 3 yrs useless..
wuahahaha..
great time tht was wasted!..
all this rocks..
muh parents ROCK TOoo!..
yay!..dun even botha ta undastand..
i'm jus gettin da freakin blame for everythin..
anythin tht goes wrong..
whose name gets shouted out?
ME of cos!..haha..
YAY!..i'm great huh..
cant believe dis man..
its da best tym in muh life..
seeing ppl pass when i studied liek hell..
n failed..
seeing da unfairness of life..
haha..all i've gotta sae is..
I wanted God in muh life afta kaal ho na ho..
afta really knowin His greatness..
now.. its still the same as before..

Saturday, April 17, 2004

well..sports dae sucked..
totally off form..
nothin ta sae abt muh throws..
dint even do a pb..=X..
haix..hope God'll help me thru tmr..
real afraid..

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

well..its been 2 daes...
on da dae itself..
really dunno wad happened
nearly broke down b4 da comp..
arm hurt so much..
just..dunno wad happened..
afraid of wad da results wud be liek..
=X..prayed tht i wudnt hafta throw..
or tht if i had to..
prayed tht God wud take awae da pain..
well..God was gud..
he answered muh prayer..
really thankful..
had lightning den rain..
really hope God'll help me in da comp..
most prob on dis comin sundae..
All Glory is His eventually no matter wad happens..=)